rain rain go away

So after 3 days of rain I think I'm tired of it...I noramlly love rain but not today...basically this post is me whinning...other people get to do it so I want my turn.
I'm tired of that wet jean leg that stays wet FOREVER
I'm tired of it being sunny and raining
I'm tired of using a rain jacket adn umbrella and still being soaked
I'm tired of wet flip flop noise
I'm tired of being freezing inside because I'm wet and the AC is blasting because even though it's raining it's still f-ing hot outside!
I'm tired of waiting in my car for 30 mins for it to calm down then just running for it and then getting inside and people giving me the ohhh so it's raining face.
I'm tired of wanting to curl up and watch a movie but I can't becasue lighting struck out TV and the mission has no money for a new one.

Things I do like about rain...
Puddles and changing into my fannel pjs that are like 2 sizes too big and ohh so soft and then taking a nap...which takes me to my next pet peeve...people coming inside my house and turning the ac off because they are cold because they just came from outside and I'm napping and wake up drenched in sweat (my room doesn't get good air)

So basically I've had a pretty crappy week...started off really bad with my sister and me having a fight to end all fights last Sunday...I am still not over that one... I miss my nephew and nieces and won't get to see them for a long while...I have a ton of issues that thanks to my family that make me feel like no one will ever want me...Kirksville didn't end up happening...I miss my best friend...and there are only 2 cars for 30 ppl on campus...I have no idea where I'm going to live in 3 months because like a million people are coming down - that I have to be excited about but right now am just tired of change...I also just wanna cry a lil with someone and be be told it will work out...I for some reason need physical affection right now and no one to hold me and tell me I'm ok...

So yeah... feeling very overwhelmed and isolated...which I know I'm not...I'm part of this organization that l0ves me and cares for me but everyone is really busy right now and I'm not able to trust them either...guess it' something God can do...I hope God can do...and will do...for now I'm just me...take me or leave me...I'll always be honest...I got that going for me...