naked

So yeah I've gotten so much good news lately. First my church loved my presentation of my internship to New Zealand - Praise Yahweh for that one! Then they told me that once I fill in my forms I will be getting a scholarship for $2,ooo yeah - with that and my grant and a bit of my student loans school will be paid for for the rest of my life. well or until grad school which I'm thinking about after I pay off my current student loans! They want me to keep them posted on any potiential long term interests - my heart and mind scream ohh I'll be going to New Zealand no problem but I have to wait!

Last night I had the most awesome dream ever - I dreamt that all my friends gave money and sent me to New Zealand for New Years for a month - it was cool! They were all like this is your dream and your passion - go seek and search and see where God leads you. it was the most comforting dream ever! Man the only thing I woke up thinking yeah I get to go to wait...it was just a dream - never mind.

Right now I'm going through all my clothes and taking out things I haven't worn for years or that are a bit tight and either giving them away, selling them or donating them. I have collected too many clothes for real! I will admit it I have a shopping problem - I like new things and I new throw anything out - man I will be the scary old cat lady with tons of old newpapers - ahhhhh! ohh my lil sister's cat isn't a he its a she - its name is Carmen - I wanted Sasha personally. No I went threw the pit of dispair aka my walk in closet and went through old boxes . Yeah basically a whole lot of sentimental junk that I can't keep forever and need to go through. I also realized that for some one who doesn't have any future plans I now have: a smoothie maker (I will forwith call it my crome god), double toaster, fine china that was my great-grandmothers; pots and pans; dishes; silverwear; mixing bowls; a table runner from spain; 3 twin quilts and One queen quilt - man I even have a pasta pot! Its all just sitting in my closet! Hmm...I sure hope I can get it wherever I end up - also what in the world is a pasta pot and why did my mom buy me one?!
Ohh so today Ethan and I played outside in the hose - well I watered the plants and him! Basically he ran around the front yard naked screaming you can't get me---ohh I got him! I am teaching him to sing I'm a maniac maniac maniac thats for sure and dance when I hose him off. Its like my very own lil skinny Chris Farley! Tommorrow is date day - I'm taking him to the pool and then to lunch - then huge nap for both of us!