New Beginnings

So I decided to start a new blog because well... I wanted too isn't that reason enough really. I decided that want an online journal so that not only I have a record of thing sthat have happened in my life also so that friends far away can know too. I wish I was all compture smart becasue I'd post pictures and do cool things but hmmm...I don't know so we just don't know what we're missing. Today I got back from my really good friend Amanda's wedding. This is my first really good friend to get married. It was surpising easy --like it was the natural thing for them to be doing. I was so happy for them ---it was a beautiful wedding and they had one hot flower girl (me). The wedding also gave me good quality friend time. God totaly blessed me with amazing wise friends. They listened to me go on and on and on about NZ. They listen to be whine about not being there and then listened when later when I would whine about not being there some more. It was wierd by the end of the week with them I wasn't whining anymore I was trying to treasure every moment I had with them while I could. Ashley is well amazing. She's the baby of all of us and you'd never know it. She is first off way hot ut she's so much more than that. SH eis passionate and caring. She truely loves people and will listen to a person as long as it takes. She is smarter than anyone I know and has a true passion for learning. She brings me closer to God through our friendship. Then there is Beth - bevo. She is also totally hot -- but in more of a sultry jazz kinda of way. Beth is interesting --you can't read her so much. She surpises me everytime I'm around her. She loves people too but in a different way from Ashley --she wants to be a counsler and will be an increadible one --she is so honest and upfront with people - not in a mean way but in a loving we're goin work on this kinda of way. Beth challenges my ways of doing things and makes me really do things out of my love of God. Oh yeah and she is butt funny -- for real the funniest people I know. Then there is Amanda - The striking beautiful one...the married one. Amanda is honestly one of the kindest most gentle people I have every known in my life. She would give everything she has away to someone in need with out thinking twice. She is smarter than all get out and just understands things. Her amazing love of people is shown through her serving them. She is one heck of a servant. Amanda brings me closer to God by teaching how to serve others and how to be humble. Basically, God has put these utterly amazing women in my life and has taught me so much through them. I wonder when I'm around them what I ever did to deserve their friendship and how I could ever fit in such a group. Today is the last time in at least a year that I'll see them. Ashley leaves for Swizterland for year in 2 weeks and Amanda moved back to OR. Beth is still living in KS and I'll be in TN. So yeah its been a emotionally rough day but a good day. I have this feeling that no matter what happens we willl still be friends through the years.