Slow as

Yeah so work was slow as today...for real 3 customers from 7:45 - 11am. I did get to fold tees and cleaning tends to give me some great thinking time. i got to talk with this awesome woman I work with peggy about her Daughter that has this tumor on her spine ---its a hard situation for her but she has so much joy and peace (so great to see). Uhmm then I came home and napped. The hurricane has been dumping tons o rain here --Its like Auckland only warmer --I was like home what! Then was teh CSF --which kinda sucked --I hardcore disagreed with the minister on several points. But hey thats why what happen in the reformation --we were all given the right to personal interp of scripture. So yeah then I came home and chatted with the mom -- it was good. I asked her to try to visit me this semester - something I've never done before. It was a good talk - I really really miss my family - I regret not having much time with them this summer. I honestly haven't seen my mom more than a week total in 9 months now. I am really missing Ethan something fierce ---I talked to him on the phone. He wants to either be a dino or spiderman for halloween. I wonder how I will live so far away from him. Anyway, if they do come then they will stay for a weekend and it will be fun! Man I will be a scary mom one day! Pitty the man I will love with all my heart - for he knows not what he is getting himself into! So then I did homework - yes I do do homework.
I was ready something Jack Cottrell says and it hit me - this is about God - "The world is his garden. He planted it (creation), and he is lovingly tending it as it grows (providence). He holds it in the hollow of his hand. I don't know why but this impacted me. I guess even though I am totally scatterbrained and lost at the moment - God still has a plan and is lovingly tending me as I grow --I am in the hollow of his hand at this very moment!