So yeah a lot has happened since like wednesday ---ok not really. Well I went rafting on sat and it was freaking awesome. We had the coolest guide ever --this mountian man named Johnny. Ohhh the pictures are so sweet - our raft is like in the air ---its great. At one point he's all like I can't believe I'm doing this. Yeah so that was great. Then I got to drive home ---so tired --Had to sing to stay awake while everyone else slept ---pitty them --I'm not Whitney Houston thats for sure. I will admit I was cranky when I got home. I slept from 8pm till 9am the next day straight. Church was really good today ---Sam preached on bad days --something I really understand right now. Then was a free meal - subway - which one gots to love free food. I came home and slept more --see last night I had this dream I was back in Auckland. I was hanging out with Heather and everything is cool. Then it was like I was fighting something and I don't know what it was. I had to keep explaining to AJ that I was there for ministry and I was in a fight with him. The whole dream was just plain stressful --money wasn't working out in it and well nothing was working out. The best part of it was I got to see Heather - man I miss talking to her. I woke up even more confused and feeling crappy -- kinda started the day off on a bad note. I was in a bad mood all church and just kind of feeling alone --you know those days when you can't shake off the mood you woke in --it was one of them ---my response go to bed and start all over. I went to meet with Jondra (the missions prof's wife) and it went really well ---it was nice to be around people and just share. I definately feel lifted up by them. I'm goin meet with Jondra once a week --and I think I've figured out something to do longterm that just makes sense to me ---go with NMSI for a year and just grow spiritually ---maybe lead a trip --maybe not ---but grow then go out then. Frankly I have some issues I need to work out before I go out that I think NMSI would be good with --but who knows what tommorrow will bring.
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