forgotten

Has you ever been forgotten somewhere - seriously left for hours until you call and remind them. Well that happened a lot growing up - I seemed to always be the kid in the family that got forgotten. I mean I never got in trouble and I tried not to be an inconvience - with 4 kids and only one mom you just kinda learn your place. Today however I was forgotten again - left to feel alone and misplaced. Its my birthday and yet again I was forgotten - not by close friends at the csf or even practical strangers but by my family. As my birthday draws to a close I find my self calling home to remind them - remember me but there is no answer this time. No I'll be there in 15 minutes instead there is a impersonable answering machine that beeps. I have no casue to complain I had a wonderful birthday picnic - the day has warm and beautiful and yet...It comes back to the fact I was forgotten by the ones that well...yeah.