You know me. Or you think you do You just don’t seem to see I’ve been waiting all this time To be something I can’t define. So let’s cause a scene... I’ve just got to get myself over me - The Format

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Paradise

Not to make everyone thats freezing their tushes off jealous or anything....BUT ITS GLORIOUS HERE IN FLORIDIA...I went to the beach 2x already! I've seen dolphins - like swimming 20 feet from them! I've made sandcastles and burried Ethan. Can life get any better? Well actually yes it can. Its kinda hard right now for me - I'm close to tears and don't know why. I really miss all my friends and the closeness of the CSF. People here are so close and have all these amazing relationships - its hard to be here at times. People are so wonderful and friendly but its not the same you know? It will get better I'm sure! My mom hasn't left yet which is good and bad. Good in that I'm not alone and bad that I haven't gotten settled yet. I'm living in a one room apartment with Michelle and it should be ok for a month - potiental for problems if too long. Its better than a couch thats for sure. I don't have a phone in my house so that sucks and so I'm going to have to get a cell phone really soon becasue I miss you all. I miss Britney's wonderfulness and her encouraging personality (and cuddling on the couch). I miss Hannah being so funny and random! I miss Missy's wisdom - always keeping me grounded! I miss Jesse being my better half - Ohh Jesse I miss thee! I'm going stop talking about you cause I'm tearing up again! I miss Megan - ohh how I need a lil format to make me happy! I miss laying in bed and talking FOREVER! I miss Josh being pretty much the funnest person ever. I miss Tara giving me the what up that I need so badly from time to time and then being there to talk it through! I miss Jake blasting Garth Brooks loud and proud! I miss talking to Steven about everything and anything for hours. I really really miss the csf! Well I gots me some work to do - yessss!

3 comments:

Jesse E. Hunter said...

we miss you too. we were ALL saying it, in bible study tonight.
...nobody reads the word of God quite like you do!!
:) Don't cry. We'll see each other soon and let me tell you--you will make great friends there. Just don't rush it. Be yourself and lean on the love of your life(God, not the "other" thing). I know you know this, but..well, I have to say it.
You pretty much have friends all over the country, I hope you know.
I'm glad you like my beaches. ::big smile::

Corey said...

I LOVE MY JESSE!

Anonymous said...

i miss you corey... i can't wait to come down and visit for spring break. its going to be awesome. so, life is sad here....its just not the same without you as my roommate...bethany is great, but i just miss my corey. :'(
i hope you get a cell phone or something quick b/c i really want to talk to you and discuss everything that has happened in this past month or so since we've last been able to talk, for real... get one, SOON!!!!

love you,
megan