The good the bad and the ugly

So I really don't know why I've titled it this but it seems to fit my holiday so far. The good is that I've had some awesome time with Jesse and Josh. The bad is that everytime we hang out I keep thinking man in 4 weeks this is goin end and I'm moving away - how will I live without them! Don't wanna -ehnnnn (whinie voice) The ugly is well just how totally bored I am ...I've got plenty to do - so many assignments and what not but I'm so unmodivated to do them. I did get to talk to my mentor Ginny today, good convo! I found out my church isvoting on December 1st ---a week away and I know how much support I need! My bestfriend is throwing me an apartment party ---yeahhh apartment stuff! So excited to have an apartment - goin be soo cute and comfy. I've painted a few pictures this semester for it! The only bad thing is that I paint when I'm upset so its like here's the painting when blah blah blah happened. Uhmm so yeah I also realized I can never live alone- this apartment thing is killing me this week! It could also be that no on eis here but still....I hate this. I decided that if I am an old maid I'm so getting a cat --yess I'll be the scary old single cat lady ---dare to dream!!! perrrrfect. uhmm so yeah, I'm 3 credits short for graduation - so I'm looking for a corespondence class to take - ughhh wanted to be done. So on a more serious note... on saturday night some wierd stuff went down in Hannah's apartment. Some serious spiritual warefare - I'll admidt I got the heck out of Dodge! I went and spent the night at Jesse's. She's such a good friend - she had a bed all ready for me and we were able to talk and pray through it. Man it sucked and I just wish that kind of stuff didn't happen to me...but it does and I just have to deal. Other than that I got some bad news AJ's grandpa is dying of cancer - thats all I know! Man you know those times you just want to be there for someone and just hug them and sit with them - I feel like that for him! I can only image how he is feeling at the moment! So thats about it here - ohh so I saw teh movie envy with Ben Stiller and Jack Black - not so great! The music totally sucked and was hardcore annoying! I'm actually wishing Heather was here right now! I called her tonight in Auckland but alas she wasn't home - so sad!